It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

yeah

what do you think my name is

lol

your feed looks like my tumblr

Rain, starting

idk

fw

propensity within someone

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

lol yea

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i dont understand magnetisation

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good short few pages

yeah

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

which magnetises chains of pins

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

autonomy of learning

its good

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class