After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but i respect your search

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

idk

magnetisation/form

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

what do you think my name is

its performative

propensity within someone

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

which magnetises chains of pins

isaac newton

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i understand

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

thank you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

abrar?

no like which do people call me

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

whats your name?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

plato

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

its good

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

god being the centre magnet