all that is to say

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i really havent

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i have read not even 1 book

i was tempted to lie about my name

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

which magnetises chains of pins

but i respect your search

like first name

no i haven't really read anything

was it worth it

have you read

feel you

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i want to do that too

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

autonomy of learning

what do you mean

hiding from the rain

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03