Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

you have a beautiful account btw

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

but really the thing should be autonomous