there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

"Put a blanket."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its good

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

god being the centre magnet

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

so at the end

1

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

what do you mean

13, H, grate

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter

Better Lift

idk

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.