nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

division of reality is straying away from it

barren land

god being the centre magnet

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

so at the end

which magnetises chains of pins

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

isaac

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

what do you mean

no i haven't really read anything

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i understand

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

your feed looks like my tumblr

ion

or never left

i love it here

we can only engage in such a way

thank you

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i was tempted to lie about my name

was it worth it

yeah

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

all that is to say

no longer writing in the third person

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

13, H, grate

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It Will Get Lighter

i have read not even 1 book

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