okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Lift Analysis
no longer writing in the third person
I am below everything.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
hiding from the rain
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
yes
much more tactility
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
idk
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
autonomy of learning