lol

its performative

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

what do you mean

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

we need to be deconstructing our identities

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

was it worth it

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone truth

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

isaac

and the fake qualifier

hello reader,

wait what is that

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

December 2025

was it worth it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

send your tumblr

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I Write Goodbye Letter

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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ahnaf abrar

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

so an active mazelike process