idk

Thank you, Jack


IWGD

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

yeah

Today I felt like starting

so an active mazelike process

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

you have a beautiful account btw

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

It Will Get Lighter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

or never left

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

much more tactility

that looks like my instagram account