idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its good

god being the centre magnet

its performative

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

ahnaf abrar

magnetisation/form

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

sorry i am texting like a slav

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Worse Lift

no longer writing in the third person

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetises a pin

we can only engage in such a way

its good short few pages

ion

you cannot feed someone truth

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no i haven't really read anything

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet