a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

lol

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

barren land

13, H, grate

I am below everything.

ahnaf abrar

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


i was tempted to lie about my name

"Put a blanket."

is this you as well

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

that looks like my instagram account

kind of mythopoesis

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

isaac newton


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

which magnetises chains of pins

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

lol yea

was it worth it