it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you, Jack


And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.


Worse Lift


It Will Get Lighter

i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike