I Write Goodbye Letter

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i really havent

not their contents

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


December 2025

the site i am dreaming

not so on: yvf(wthw)

was it worth it

as in

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

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your feed looks like my tumblr

I am below everything.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.