She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

your feed looks like my tumblr

propensity within someone

It Will Get Lighter

as in

that looks like my instagram account

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

bro i read nothing in my life

much more tactility

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so an active mazelike process

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

no like which do people call me

feel you

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities