Lift Analysis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I am below everything.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

like first name

13, H, grate

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

abrar?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no like which do people call me

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

idk

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

propensity within someone

sorry i am texting like a slav

magnetisation/form

whats your name?

what do you think my name is

but i respect your search

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

kind of mythopoesis