okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Better Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thank you, Jack

yes

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Can I see

but really the thing should be autonomous

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

really i want the internet

whats your name?

lol

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

no like which do people call me

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i have read not even 1 book

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

lol yea

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"