it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

that looks like my instagram account

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

propensity within someone

no like which do people call me

not their contents

god being the centre magnet

i was tempted to lie about my name

...

no i haven't really read anything

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

whats your name?

I Write Goodbye Letter

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

but really the thing should be autonomous

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

kind of mythopoesis

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

wait what is that

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

was it worth it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

is this you as well

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.