"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
so an active mazelike process
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
hiding from the rain
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
i really havent
yeah
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
so the method has to be autonomous
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
sorry i am texting like a slav
what do you mean
its good
i dont understand magnetisation
and the fake qualifier