Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

and the fake qualifier

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Rain, starting

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i see a website


was it worth it

in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

wait what is that

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

...

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

December 2025

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

what do you think my name is

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone truth

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter