with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

yes

kind of mythopoesis

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but really the thing should be autonomous

Lift Analysis

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


13, H, grate

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse


It Will Get Lighter

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

I Write Goodbye Letter


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

...
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i see a website

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

hello reader,

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful