Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

have you read

like magnets

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

much more tactility

idk

was it worth it

i dont understand magnetisation

whats your name?

abrar?

which magnetises chains of pins

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

so the method has to be autonomous

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ion

as in

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

and the fake qualifier

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

that looks like my instagram account

ahnaf abrar

its performative

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

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its good short few pages

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I am below everything.

in a post. I want to be remembered

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Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?