ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Lift Analysis

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

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13, H, grate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

autonomy of learning

propensity within someone

really i want the internet

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

so at the end