its performative

division of reality is straying away from it

magnetisation/form

propensity within someone

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

isaac newton

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and the fake qualifier

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

December 2025

no like which do people call me

so the method has to be autonomous

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i really havent

autonomy of learning

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

bro i read nothing in my life

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i have read not even 1 book

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50