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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Today I felt like starting

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I am below everything.


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IWGD

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

it is hopeful



She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

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