brb i will read and reply sincerely
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
i love it here
what do you think my name is
that looks like my instagram account
you cannot feed someone truth
i was tempted to lie about my name
as in
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i understand
no like which do people call me
feel you
have you read
its performative
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
December 2025
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
all that is to say
hiding from the rain
we can only engage in such a way
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
wait what is that