a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

you cannot feed someone truth

feel you

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

plato

i was tempted to lie about my name

so at the end

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

1

It Will Get Lighter

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!


brb i will read and reply sincerely

Picture

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i understand

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

what do you mean

kind of mythopoesis

wait what is that

and the fake qualifier