There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
isaac
so an active mazelike process
you have a beautiful account btw
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Lift Analysis
really i want the internet
propensity within someone
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
you cannot feed someone truth
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Better Lift
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
not their contents
brb i will read and reply sincerely
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
yes