Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

feel you

much more tactility

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

not their contents

as in

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"Put a blanket."

we can only engage in such a way

what do you mean

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you, Jack

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but really the thing should be autonomous