it is hopeful
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Better Lift
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
what do you think my name is
isaac newton
ahnaf abrar
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
what do you mean
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
ion
in a post. I want to be remembered
isaac
all that is to say
its good short few pages
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
i was tempted to lie about my name