i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
its performative
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
all that is to say
yeah
magnetises a pin
"Put a blanket."
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
is this you as well
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
ion
propensity within someone
isaac
idk
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
kind of mythopoesis
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
in a post. I want to be remembered
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
what do you mean
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
the site i am dreaming