yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

yes

I am below everything.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

send link

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah

its good short few pages

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

ahnaf abrar

it is hopeful