to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

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i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

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sorry i am texting like a slav

thank you

feel you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

isaac

plato

what do you mean

bro i read nothing in my life

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.