like magnets
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
hiding from the rain
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
"Put a blanket."
i see a website
Thank you, Jack
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
you have a beautiful account btw
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
brb i will read and reply sincerely
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
not their contents
but really the thing should be autonomous
no longer writing in the third person
Lift Analysis
all that is to say
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
division of reality is straying away from it
and the fake qualifier
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models