Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Picture

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

in a post. I want to be remembered

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hiding from the rain

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Worse Lift

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.


feel you

bro i read nothing in my life

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."