it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
it is hopeful
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
you have a beautiful account btw
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
Better Lift
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
currently
I am below everything.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
propensity within someone
like magnets