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Today I felt like starting
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
it is hopeful
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
in a post. I want to be remembered
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
i see a website
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
wait what is that
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class