its performative
feel you
propensity within someone
autonomy of learning
division of reality is straying away from it
isaac
bro i read nothing in my life
what do you think my name is
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
so at the end
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
plato
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
I am below everything.
as in
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
sorry i am texting like a slav
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.yeah
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
whats your name?
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.