i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

not their contents

you cannot feed someone truth

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

so an active mazelike process

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

you have a beautiful account btw

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

no longer writing in the third person

I am below everything.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

its performative

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"