Worse Lift



a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


isaac newton

wait what is that


really i want the internet

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

so the method has to be autonomous

isaac

or never left

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

lol yea

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

i was tempted to lie about my name

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

what do you think my name is

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

propensity within someone

as in

idk

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

yeah

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging