Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Better Lift
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
hiding from the rain
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
not their contents
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
propensity within someone
so the method has to be autonomous
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
"Put a blanket."
so at the end
I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.
...
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
yes
kind of mythopoesis
The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15