okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Worse Lift
what do you think my name is
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the
point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and
gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I
put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her.
I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to
him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a
comment about having never seen someone like him before.
He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to
set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into
real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.
Pimlico Rats
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
