but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yeah

currently

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

god being the centre magnet

lol

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i have read not even 1 book

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

its good short few pages

have you read

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

autonomy of learning

i dont understand magnetisation

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Picture

like magnets

or never left

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

lol yea

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

...

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

fw

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

hiding from the rain

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

yes