but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yes

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

really i want the internet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged


in a post. I want to be remembered

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

not so on: yvf(wthw)

no i haven't really read anything

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

its good

and the fake qualifier

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like magnets

send link

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it


was it worth it


December 2025

but i respect your search