There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
thank you
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
its good
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
all that is to say
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
so an active mazelike process
propensity within someone
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
i really havent
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
you cannot feed someone truth
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
and the fake qualifier
plato