theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


It Will Get Lighter

I am below everything.

13, H, grate

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


Style

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

isaac

which magnetises chains of pins

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

its performative

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

It Will Get Lighter

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it