the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


It Will Get Lighter

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

you have a beautiful account btw


brb i will read and reply sincerely

Worse Lift

FOUNDING DOCUMENT