i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

propensity within someone

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

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but really the thing should be autonomous

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

but i respect your search

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

its performative

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

I am below everything.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything