I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

December 2025

barren land

its good

your feed looks like my tumblr

its good

i dont understand magnetisation

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

as in

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Worse Lift

ion

It Will Get Lighter

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i see a website

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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was it worth it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i really havent

we can only engage in such a way

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

really i want the internet

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

currently

no like which do people call me