lol

hiding from the rain

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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division of reality is straying away from it

its performative

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

we can only engage in such a way

I Write Goodbye Letter

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

in a post. I want to be remembered

December 2025


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