One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thank you, Jack

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I am below everything.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

isaac

Worse Lift

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

much more tactility

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

which magnetises chains of pins

god being the centre magnet

its good short few pages

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

no longer writing in the third person